I've never felt so lost or so at home.

Yes you live a lie!

2009-01-27T12:42:47Z

Let me tell you about fair. Always fighting, always fighting so hard for everyone and feeling like my fight isn't returned, I feel so alone tonight. I wish people would stop giving up on me. Going through the same shit that I went through with Craig sucks... Please just fight for me! Why does everyone give up so damn easily?!? I never give up on people even if I do on everything else. I want to believe in love so badly. Just, so badly.

Tonight is a night that I wish I had a friend that wouldn't tell me how stupid I am being.

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Yay!

2006-10-21T04:40:17Z

hollywoodsign's Halloween party:

_fetus_ dressed as Wile E. Coyote.
b_isforbonez dressed as Alex Rodriguez, though it looked more like a new superhero: Snow -wave.
bertie_dav dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley, and it suited them disturbingly well.
boomstick dressed as a goblin.
cashdolla dressed as David Beckham's brother.
cynimarie dressed as the main character of "The Green Mile".
driven dressed as a squirrel.
faddiet dressed as Harry S Truman.
foundmysong dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Infinity Hound.
genoworld dressed as a new superhero: Space Ranger.
getnasty didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
glambella dressed as the Unknown Power Ranger.
glassdanse dressed as a 1980's yuppie child.
hollywoodsign dressed as Anna Kournikova riding a giraffe.
jukeboxblues dressed as Halle Berry.
michellee_x dressed as a goblin.
original_doll dressed as something stiff, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
quidditchkiss dressed as a executive webpage designer.
r0cky0u_f00lish dressed as a bottle of yepphoooid.
robot_ambulance dressed as Marge Simpson.
roxywilde dressed as the Magenta Power Ranger.
scottage_cheese dressed as the Viscount of Optistanara.
starrgirrl101 dressed as Tiffani-Amber Thiessen.
sumooctopus dressed as a ground.
williford dressed as a small ghost.
wizzart didn't dress up, spoilsport.
zoofer dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Crusty Bananabreath", though it looked more like the Cardinal of Osbusdale.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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More important then anything

2006-10-12T21:27:56Z

Mar 5 2007 8:00P Honda Center Anaheim, CA
Mar 6 2007 8:00P Staple Center Los Angeles, CA

Those are Christina Aguilera tour dates. My time has finally come guys, if you would like to donate let me know. I got to pull in from everywhere. This is way too important. 7 years is too long to not have any contact what-so-ever with your hero, your favorite person on the planet. It kills me.

Pre-Tour Diary v.1

2006-08-25T04:26:59Z

In case you are mentally retarded, I have this favorite band and I sort of follow them around. Well I am planning to follow them for the first 1/4th of their tour that starts at the end of september. As you can imagine, this takes a lot of planning which I have started tonight. I am starting a pre tour diary to help me get my shit together.

Current Money: 0. (I get paid tomorrow)
Tickets I plan to buy tomorrow: Ventura for sure and either Hollywood or San Diego.
Ticket money breakdown. (TM means ticketmaster, TMAR means ticketmaster ass rape, I will include the assrape once they go on sale)
San Fran - TM: 20 + TMAR
Other: 20 + service charges (which may end up being cheaper than TMAR)
Ventura - TM: 31.95 (includes TMAR)
Other: 18.50 + service charges (805) 653 0721
Hollywood - TM: 20 + TMAR
Other:
Galaxy - TM: 20 + TMAR
Other:
SOMA - TM: 20 + TMAR
Other: (619) 226-7662 (call tomorrow between 4pm-11pm)
Bamboozle: 39.83

It is almost blank because only Ventura is on sale right now. More will be onsale tomorrow (and then one on saturday and the last on sunday) and I will copy paste this part of the entry into a new one with the new information, it helps me stay together. Another thing I need to do is a beauty improvement, I don't really do anything to improve my appearence so I shall start now.

One month before hand (aka now bitches):

- Wash face with deep scrubbing stuff, no blemishs plz.
- start doing Hollywood RX three times a week again. I want my lips to be huge.

Two weeks before:
- Start white strips again
- start putting on lotion everynight before bed

One week before:
- get eyebrows waxed
- Touch up the pink in my hair

At some point (doesn't really matter):
Get my roots of my bleached part done

Like I said, this will be updated and reposted as time goes on. I just need something to start on.

If you have anything to add, any advice on how to make some money on the side, any advice about any of this please let me know, any help would be great!

You can have me when you want me...

2005-08-29T07:47:40Z

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